Hōʻike ʻo Sia Cooper i kāna mau hakakā olakino pilikino i loko o kahi leka i kāna ʻōpio ʻōpio

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Inā hiki iā ʻoe ke huakaʻi i ka manawa a haʻi aku iā ʻoe iho he 5 mau makahiki e pili ana i nā mea e hiki mai ana i ka wā e hiki mai ana. He aha kāu e ʻōlelo ai? He nīnau paʻakikī ia e pane, akā ua hōʻike ʻo Sia Cooper i ka mea hoʻoikaika kino i loko o kahi pou super-personal e haʻi ʻo ia i kona ʻōpio he nani ʻo ia, me ka nānā ʻole i nā ʻōlelo ʻawaʻawa e haʻi ʻia iā ia, ʻo ka poʻe kokoke loa iā ia. (ICYMI, eia kā ka moʻolelo a Cooper e pili ana i ke kumu o kona hoʻoneʻe ʻana i kāna implants umauma.)

ʻO Cooper, nāna e holo ka Diary o kahi Fit Mommy, i kau i kahi kiʻi kamaliʻi a paʻi kiʻi i nā manaʻo he nui ma hope o ke kiʻi. ʻO nā huaʻōlelo koʻikoʻi e like me "Nani ka nui o kou ʻūhā," "Hoʻōki i ka ʻai nui ʻana," a me "E hoʻohana i nā mea hoʻonaninani hou aʻe" he mea hoʻohui ikaika i kāna minoʻaka. Ma ka piko o ke kiʻi, he ʻōlelo ma nā pāpale āpau e heluhelu: "He mea nui kāu mau huaʻōlelo," e hōʻike ana i ka manaʻo o ka pou. (Related: Aia kēia Māmā Fit i kahi misionari e hōʻoia i ka holo ʻana o kēlā me kēia kanaka i kahi Bikini)

Ma ka lepe kiʻi, ʻōlelo pololei ʻo Cooper i kāna iho 5 mau makahiki: "E Sia, 5 mau makahiki," i kākau ʻo ia. "Makemake wau e haʻi aku iā ʻoe he nani ʻoe e like me kāu ʻano. Eia nō naʻe, e ulu ana ʻoe e hoʻolohe i nā mea i kūpono ʻole i kekahi keiki a ʻōpio paha ke lohe."

Ua hele a wehewehe e pili ana i ka "haehae" ʻana o kona makuahine iā ia iho me nā ʻōlelo ʻawahia e pili ana i kona helehelena. "ʻAʻole maopopo iā ia," i kākau ai ʻo Cooper, "ʻo ia mau ʻōlelo e lawe i ke kaumaha a alakaʻi iā ʻoe i kahi ala ʻeleʻele."

ʻO kēlā ala i komo pū me kahi maʻi ʻai ma 14 mau makahiki, nā manaʻo suicidal ma 18 mau makahiki, a me ka hoʻomāinoino ʻia o ka naʻau i kāna mau 20 mau makahiki, i ka wā o kāna male mua, kaʻana like ʻo Cooper. Ma hope koke iho o ka haʻalele ʻana i kāna kāne mua, ʻōlelo ʻo ia ua paʻakikī ʻo ia e ʻimi i ke kaulike i kona ola. "E hele ʻoe i ke kula hānai a aʻo e ʻai i kou naʻau e alakaʻi ai iā ʻoe i kāu manawa maoli mua o ke kaupaona," wahi a Cooper. "Eia nō naʻe, e lilo wikiwiki ana ʻoe i ke kaupaona i loko o hoʻokahi makahiki e iho ana i lalo i kahi 100lbs wale a makemake i nā mea hou aʻe." (Pili: Makemake kēia wahine e ʻike ʻoe i ka lilo ʻana o ke kaupaona me ka hoʻokalakupua ʻole iā ʻoe)

Ma hope o nā makahiki o ka hakakā ʻana ma ka noʻonoʻo a me ke kino, ua ʻike ʻo Cooper i ke kaulike a me ka maikaʻi e pono ai. Ua launa ʻo ia i ke kāne "makemake ʻo ia e noho pū," kākau ʻo ia, a ke hānai pū nei lāua i ʻelua keiki maikaʻi.

Ua hōʻike nui ʻia ʻo Cooper e pili ana iā ia iho ma kēia pou, akā ʻaʻole ʻo ia i hana pēlā e loaʻa ai ke aloha a me ka manaʻo. Makemake ʻo ia e ʻike ka poʻe i kēlā, ʻoiai ʻo ka lōʻihi o ka manawa e hele ai, "paʻa kēlā mau ʻōlelo liʻiliʻi." ʻO nā huaʻōlelo e like me "momona loa," a i ʻole nā ​​ʻūhā hekili, "a i ʻole" puaʻa momona "ʻaʻole wale nō huaolelo. "Pulu nā keiki e like me ʻoe i kēia mau ʻōlelo e like me ka huahuakai," i kākau aku ai ʻo Cooper iā ia iho, "a hiki paha i ke ola o ka ʻoluʻolu a i ʻole ke ola o ka ʻehaʻeha a me ka pōʻino." (Pili: He aha kā mākou e ʻōlelo maoli ai ke kāhea mākou i ka momona o ka poʻe)

ʻAʻole pili i ke ʻano o ke ola, ʻo ia ka manaʻo o Cooper oe ʻo ia ke kuleana o kāu huakaʻi. E piʻi a piʻi paha ia i lalo, a e hoʻāʻo ka poʻe e hōʻeha iā ʻoe, akā na ʻoe ke kuleana "e waiho i kou ola i moʻolelo i haʻi ma ke ala," i ʻōlelo ʻo ia. Hiki i kāu mau pilikia ke aʻo iā ʻoe i nā haʻawina waiwai, a iā ʻoe ke hāʻawi i kou naʻauao i nā poʻe ʻē aʻe a "e hoʻomau i ka hakakā," i kākau ai ʻo Cooper. "Me ke aloha, Sia 29 ona makahiki."

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