ʻAʻole wau eʻae iā Schizophrenia e wehewehe i kā mākou aloha

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• Hoʻopili ʻia e ka wā kamaliʻi
• Ka hana ʻana me ka loli
• Ka paʻakikī, a me ka lana o ka manaʻo
• Ke kū nei i nā ʻoiaʻiʻo koʻikoʻi
• Nā kumuwaiwai e kōkua i ka poʻe me ka schizophrenia

Ua hōʻike ʻia kahi helu kelepona Kaleponi ma kaʻu kelepona kāhea a hāʻule koʻu ʻōpū. ʻIke wau he maikaʻi ʻole ia. Ua maopopo iaʻu pili ia iā Jackie. Pono ʻo ia i kōkua? Ua nalowale? Ua make ʻo ia? Ua holo nā nīnau i koʻu poʻo i ka pane ʻana i ke kelepona. A lohe koke wau i kona leo.

"ʻO Cathy, ʻo Jackie ia." Ua makaʻu ʻo ia a makaʻu hoʻi. "ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu ka mea i hana ʻia. ʻLelo lākou ua kuʻi wau i kekahi. Maikaʻi ʻo ia. Manaʻo wau ua manaʻo wau e hana ʻino ana iaʻu. ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke hoʻomanaʻo. ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu. ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke manaʻoʻiʻo aia wau i ka hale paʻahao. Aia wau i ka hale paʻahao! "

Ua holo wikiwiki koʻu puʻuwai, akā ua hoʻāʻo wau e noho mālie. ʻOiai nā nūhou hoʻonāukiuki, hauʻoli wau i ka hoʻolohe ʻana i kona leo. Ua make au ma ka hale paʻahao ʻo ia, akā ua hōʻoluʻolu wau i kona ola ʻana. ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke manaʻoʻiʻo i kekahi me ke akahai a palupalu e like me ka hiki iā Jackie ke hana ʻino i kekahi. ʻO ka liʻiliʻi, ʻaʻole ʻo ka Jackie aʻu i ʻike ai ... ma mua o ka hoʻomohala ʻana o ka schizophrenia.

ʻO ka manawa hope loa aʻu i kamaʻilio aku ai iā Jackie ma mua o ke kelepona ʻana he ʻelua mau makahiki i hala aku nei i kona wā i hele ai i kaʻu ʻauʻau pēpē. Noho ʻo ia a hiki i ka pau ʻana o ka pāʻina, ʻapo aloha iaʻu, lele i loko o kāna Hummer i hoʻopiha ʻia i ka hale me nā lole, a hoʻomaka i kāna kalaiwa mai ʻIilino a Kaleponi. ʻAʻole wau i noʻonoʻo e hana ʻo ia ma laila, akā ua hana ʻo ia.

I kēia manawa, aia ʻo ia ma Kaleponi a ma ka hale paʻahao. Ua hoʻāʻo wau e hōʻoluʻolu iā ia. “ʻO Jackie. E hoʻolohi. E haʻi mai iaʻu i ka mea e hana nei. Maʻi ʻoe. Maopopo iā ʻoe ua maʻi ʻoe? Loaʻa iā ʻoe kahi loio? ʻIke paha ka loio i kou maʻi noʻonoʻo? "

Ua hoʻomau wau e wehewehe iā ia i kekahi mau makahiki ma mua o kona haʻalele ʻana no Kaleponi, ua hoʻomaka ʻo ia e hōʻike i nā hōʻailona o ka schizophrenia. "Hoʻomanaʻo anei ʻoe e noho ana i kāu kaʻa, e haʻi ana iaʻu ua ʻike ʻoe i ka diabolō e hele ana i ke alanui? Hoʻomaopopo ʻoe i ka uhi ʻana i nā puka aniani a pau i kou keʻena me ka lipine ʻeleʻele? Hoʻomanaʻo paha ʻoe i ka pili ʻana o ka FBI iā ʻoe? Hoʻomaopopo ʻoe i ka holo ʻana ma waena o kahi i kaupalena ʻia ma ke kahua mokulele ʻo O'Hare? Maopopo iā ʻoe he maʻi kou, e Jackie? ”

Ma o nā manaʻo heleleʻi a me nā huaʻōlelo i hoʻopulapula, ua wehewehe ʻo Jackie ua haʻi aku kāna mea pale i ka lehulehu iā ia he schizophrenic a ʻano maopopo iā ia, akā ua hiki iaʻu ke haʻi ua huikau ʻo ia a ʻaʻole i maopopo ua noho ʻo ia me kekahi o nā ʻano paʻakikī o ka noʻonoʻo maʻi. Ua loli mau kona ola.

Hoʻopili ʻia e ka wā kamaliʻi

Ua ulu māua ʻo Jackie ma kēlā a me kēia o ke alanui. He mau hoaaloha mua mākou mai ka manawa a mākou i hui mua ai ma ke kahua kaʻa kaʻa i ka papa mua. Noho kokoke mākou ma o nā kula haʻahaʻa a me nā kula waena a puka puka kula kiʻekiʻe pū kekahi. ʻOiai mākou i hele kaʻawale i nā ala no ke koleke, noho mākou i ka pili a laila neʻe i Chicago i loko o hoʻokahi makahiki o kēlā me kēia. I loko o nā makahiki, ua kaʻanalike aku mākou i nā hanana o kā mākou hana pū a me nā moʻolelo o ka hana keaka ʻohana, nā pilikia o ke keikikāne, a me nā pōʻino o ke ʻano. Ua hoʻolauna pū ʻo Jackie iaʻu i kāna hoa hana, ka mea i lilo hope i kāne naʻu.

Ka hana ʻana me ka loli

I kona mau makahiki he iwakālua, ua hoʻomaka ʻo Jackie e hana paranoid a hōʻike i kahi ʻano maʻamau. Ua hilinaʻiʻo ia iaʻu a kaʻana like i kāna mau manaʻo pilikia. Nonoi aku au iā ia e loaʻa i ke kōkua ʻoihana, me ka kūleʻa ʻole. Ua nele wau i ka nele. Me ka nalowale ʻana o koʻu mau mākua, kahi keiki hanauna, ʻanakē, a kupuna wahine i loko o ʻehā mau makahiki, ʻo ka ʻike maka ʻana i kuʻu hoa aloha kamaliʻi lilo iā ia iho i ka schizophrenia ka mea weliweli loa i koʻu ola.

Ua ʻike wau ʻaʻohe mea i hiki iaʻu ke hana e mālama i kaʻu mau mea i aloha ai - ua hāʻawi ʻia lākou i nā maʻi hiki ʻole ke hoʻōla - akā manaʻolana mau wau e kōkua ana koʻu kākoʻo a aloha iā Jackie iā ia e ola. Ma hope o nā mea āpau, ma ke ʻano he kamaliʻi, i nā manawa āpau e pono ai ʻo ia e pakele i ke kaumaha o kona home a i ʻole ka hakahaka e pili ana i ka puʻuwai haʻihaʻi, aia wau ma laila me ka pepeiao hāmama, kahi ʻoka hau, a me kahi hoʻomākeʻaka a ʻelua paha.

Akā ʻokoʻa kēia manawa. ʻO kēia manawa ua lilo wau i kahi pohō.

Ka paʻakikī, a me ka lana o ka manaʻo

Eia kaʻu e ʻike ai i kēia manawa e pili ana i ka maʻi nāwaliwali o Jackie, ʻoiai he nui ka mea aʻu e ʻike ʻole ai. Ua wehewehe ka National Institute of Mental Health i ka schizophrenia ma ke ʻano he "maʻi paʻakikī paʻakikī e ʻike nui ʻia ma ke ʻano he hōʻuluʻulu o nā maʻi like ʻole." Hiki iā ia ke hana i nā kāne a me nā wahine o nā makahiki āpau, akā pinepine nā wahine e hōʻike i nā hōʻailona o ka maʻi i ka hala ʻana o 20 a me nā 30 mau mua, ʻo ia ka manawa a Jackie i hōʻike ai i nā hōʻailona.

Aia nā ʻano like ʻole o schizophrenia, ʻo "paranoid" kahi a Jackie. Hoʻomaopopo pinepine ʻole ʻia ʻo Schizophrenia a stigmatized loa, e like me ka nui o nā maʻi noʻonoʻo. Ua hāʻawi ʻo ka psychologist ʻimi noiʻi ʻo Eleanor Longden i kahi TEDTalk kupaianaha e hōʻike ana i ka ʻike ʻana i kāna schizophrenia ponoʻī, pehea ka hopena maikaʻi ʻole o kāna mau hoaaloha, a pehea ʻo ia i lanakila ai i nā leo ma kona poʻo. ʻO kāna moʻolelo kahi o ka manaʻolana. Lana ka manaʻo makemake wau no Jackie.

Ke kū nei i nā ʻoiaʻiʻo koʻikoʻi

Ma hope o ke kelepona hea pīhoihoi mai ka hale paʻahao, ua hoʻohewa ʻia ʻo Jackie no ka hoʻouka kaua a hoʻopaʻi ʻia i ʻehiku mau makahiki i ka ʻōnaehana penitentiary o ka mokuʻāina ʻo Kaleponi. I ʻekolu mau makahiki i loko, ua lawe ʻia ʻo Jackie i kahi keʻena olakino noʻonoʻo. I kēia manawa, ke kākau nei mākou i kekahi i kekahi, a ua hoʻoholo wau me kaʻu kāne e kipa iā ia. ʻO ka kakali o ka ʻike ʻana iā Jackie ka hana ʻino. ʻAʻole wau i ʻike inā hiki iaʻu ke hele me ia a i ʻole bear e ʻike iā ia i kēlā ʻano. Akā ua ʻike wau e hoʻāʻo wau.

I kuʻu kāne a me aʻu e kū nei i ka laina ma waho o ka hale olakino e kali nei no ka wehe ʻana o nā puka, ua hoʻopiha ʻia koʻu poʻo me nā hoʻomanaʻo hauʻoli. ʻO wau a me Jackie, e pāʻani ana i ka hopscotch ma ke kahua kaʻa kaʻa, e hele wāwae ana i ke kula kiʻekiʻe, e hoʻokele ana i ke kula kiʻekiʻe ma kāna kaʻa kaʻi. Ua ʻoki kuʻu puʻu. Ua luliluli koʻu mau wāwae. ʻO ka hewa o ka nele iā ia, no ka hiki ʻole ke kōkua iā ia, ua hoʻopīpī wau.

Nānā wau i ka pahu pizza a me nā kokoleka Fannie May i loko o kuʻu lima a noʻonoʻo e pili ana i ka lapuwale o ka manaʻo hiki iā lākou ke hoʻonani i kona lā. Ua paʻa ʻo ia i loko o kēia wahi a i loko o kona manaʻo ponoʻī. No kekona, manaʻo wau e ʻoi aku ka maʻalahi o ka huli wale. E maʻalahi ka hoʻomanaʻo ʻana i ka ʻakaʻaka pū ʻana ma ke kaʻa ʻōhua, a i ʻole ke ʻoliʻoli ʻana iā ia ʻoiai ʻo ia i ka ʻaha kūkā prom o ke kula kiʻekiʻe, a i ʻole ke kūʻai ʻana i nā lole pū kekahi ma kahi hale kūʻai ʻo Chicago. ʻOi aku ka maʻalahi o ka hoʻomanaʻo ʻana iā ia ma mua o kēia mau mea āpau, ma ke ʻano he hoa aloha aloha ʻole noʻu.

Akā ʻaʻole kēlā kāna moʻolelo holoʻokoʻa. ʻO Schizophrenia, a me ka hale paʻahao me ia, kahi ʻāpana o kona ola. No laila i ka wehe ʻana o nā puka, lawe wau i ka hanu haʻalulu, ʻeli hohonu, a hele i loko.

I ka wā i ʻike ai ʻo Jackie iaʻu a me kaʻu kāne, hāʻawi mai ʻo ia iā mākou i ka minoʻaka nui - ka minoʻaka pūʻiwa like ʻole aʻu e hoʻomanaʻo ai mai kona manawa he 5, a me 15, a 25. ʻO Jackie nō ia ʻoiai he aha ka mea i hana ʻia iā ia. ʻO ia nō koʻu hoa aloha.

Ua hala wikiwiki kā mākou kipa. Ua hōʻike wau iā ia i nā kiʻi o kaʻu keikikāne a me kaʻu kaikamahine, āna i ʻike ʻole ai ma mua. Ua ʻakaʻaka mākou e pili ana i ka manawa a kahi manu i kūleʻa ai i kona poʻo i ko mākou hele wāwae ʻana i ke kula, a pehea mākou i hula ai a hiki i ka hola 4 i ka pāʻina lā o St. Patrick i ka manawa he 24 mākou. e hana ana, a e launa pū ana me nā kāne.

ʻAʻole naʻe ʻo ia i hoʻomanaʻo iki i kekahi mea e pili ana i ka hanana i kau iā ia i loko o ka hale paʻahao, akā minamina nui ʻo ia i kāna mea i hana ai. Ua kamaʻilio ākea ʻo ia e pili ana i kona maʻi a ʻōlelo ʻo ke kōkua ʻana o ka lāʻau a me ka lāʻau. Ua uē mākou e pili ana i ka ʻike hou ʻole ʻana o kekahi i kekahi no kekahi manawa lōʻihi. Koke, ua like me ka pā uea ʻaea i waho i nalowale a noho mākou i Kikako ma kahi hale kūʻai kope e kaʻana like ana i nā moʻolelo. ʻAʻole ia i hemolele, akā he mea maoli.

I ka wā i haʻalele ai māua ʻo kaʻu kāne, kalaiwa mākou ma kahi o hoʻokahi hola ma ka hāmau e paʻa ana i nā lima. He hāmau ia i hoʻopiha ʻia me ke kaumaha, akā me ka hiʻohilohi o ka manaʻolana. Ua hoʻowahāwahā wau i ke kūlana kaumaha o Jackie i loko. Ua huhū wau i ka maʻi i waiho iā ia ma laila, akā ua hoʻoholo wau ʻoiai ʻo kēia kahi ʻāpana o ko Jackie ola i kēia manawa, ʻaʻole ia e wehewehe iā ia.

ʻO wau, ʻo ia nō kēlā kaikamahine ʻoluʻolu aʻu i nānā ai i mua e ʻike ma ke kū kaʻa ʻōhua i kēlā me kēia lā.

Nā kumuwaiwai e kōkua i ka poʻe me ka schizophrenia

Inā he hoaaloha kou a ʻohana paha me ka schizophrenia, hiki iā ʻoe ke kōkua ma ka paipai ʻana iā lākou e loaʻa ka lāʻau a pili iā ia. Inā ʻaʻole ʻoe e ʻike kahi e loaʻa ai kahi loea olakino noʻonoʻo e mālama i ka schizophrenia, e noi i kāu kauka kauka mua e paipai iā ʻoe. Hiki iā ʻoe ke kiʻi aku i kāu palapala ʻinikua olakino a kāu mea aloha. Inā makemake ʻoe i kahi hulina Pūnaewele, hāʻawi ka ʻAmelika Psychological Association i kahi ʻimi pūnaewele ma o ka wahi a me ka loea.

Koi aku ka National Institute of Mental Health iā ʻoe e hoʻomanaʻo ʻo ka schizophrenia kahi maʻi olaola i hiki ʻole i kāu mea aloha ke pani wale. Hōʻike lākou i ke ala kōkua nui e pane aku ai i kāu mea i aloha ai ke ʻōlelo ʻo ia i nā ʻōlelo ʻano ʻē a wahaheʻe paha e hoʻomaopopo he manaʻoʻiʻo maoli lākou i nā manaʻo a me nā moemoeā a lākou e loaʻa nei.