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• E hoʻāʻo wau i kekahi mea e lawe i ka ʻeha
• Lilo i nā kāohi
• Ke loaʻa nei ka mālama ʻeha kūpono iaʻu
• Laina lalo

Hoʻopili mākou i nā huahana a mākou e manaʻo nei he pono no kā mākou poʻe heluhelu. Inā kūʻai ʻoe ma o nā loulou i kēia ʻaoʻao, loaʻa iā mākou kahi kōmike liʻiliʻi. Eia kā mākou hana.

ʻO 25 wau i ka manawa mua puhipaka. ʻOiai ʻo ka hapanui o koʻu mau hoaaloha e komo ana i ka manawa kiʻekiʻe ma mua o kēlā, ua ulu wau i kahi home kahi o koʻu makuakāne he luna narcotics. "ʻ nolelo ʻaʻole i nā lāʻau" i wili ʻia i loko oʻu me ka luhi ʻole no ka hapa nui o koʻu ola.

ʻAʻole wau hoihoi maoli i ka wānana - a hiki i hoʻokahi pō ke inu wau me nā hoaaloha a puhipaka lākou. Ua hoʻoholo wau, no ke aha?

I ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻole wau i kahaha. ʻOiai ua kōkua mau ka waiʻona me kekahi o kaʻu mau ʻano introverted ʻae a ʻae iaʻu e launa me ka ʻoluʻolu, ua makemake wau e hūnā i loko o kahi lumi mai nā mea āpau.

I loko o nā makahiki ua hoʻāʻo au iā ia i kekahi mau manawa hou, ka hapanui i nā hopena like. Ua hoʻoholo wau me ka maopopo loa ʻaʻole ka marihana kaʻu mea ...

A laila ua ʻike ʻia wau me ka endometriosis Stage 4 a ua loli nā mea āpau.

E hoʻāʻo wau i kekahi mea e lawe i ka ʻeha

I nā makahiki mai koʻu ʻike ʻia, ua ʻike au i nā degere like ʻole o ka ʻeha. Aia kahi kiko ma kahi o ʻeono mau makahiki i hala aku nei kahi i nāwaliwali loa wau e ka ʻeha a noʻonoʻo wau e hele nei i ke kīnā. Ua ʻeha wau i ke kipa ʻana aku i kahi loea endometriosis ma kahi o ʻekolu a me ʻekolu mau ʻoki ʻana i hana i kahi ʻano koʻikoʻi i koʻu ʻano o ke ola. ʻAʻole wau ʻeha hou i ka ʻeha hoʻonāwaliwali i kēlā me kēia lā aʻu i hana ai ma mua. Minamina, ʻaʻole maikaʻi koʻu mau manawa.

"ʻAʻole wau hauʻoli i ka lilo ʻana i waho. ʻAʻole wau i hauʻoli i ka manaʻo o ka kaohi a me ka fuzzy, akā ʻaʻole makemake wau e hoʻopaʻa ʻia i koʻu wahi moe me ka ʻeha. No laila he aha kaʻu mau koho? "

I kēia lā he ʻelua kaʻu mau palapala e kōkua ai iaʻu e mālama i kēlā ʻeha. Hoʻokahi, ʻo celecoxib (Celebrex) ka nonnarcotic ʻoi loa i loaʻa iaʻu no ka hana ʻana me ka wā endometriosis maikaʻi ʻole. ʻOiai e lawe i ka lihi o ka ʻeha, nui nā manawa ke lawa ʻole ia e ʻae iaʻu e hoʻomau i koʻu ola. Noho au i kahi moena no kekahi mau lā i ka manawa hoʻokahi, ke kakali wale nei i koʻu manawa i waho.

He mea hōʻoluʻolu kēlā no nā mea āpau, akā he makuahine hoʻokahi wau i ka makahiki 4. Aloha au i ka hana pū me ia, no laila ke kaumaha loa nei ka ʻeha.

ʻO ka ʻōlelo kauoha ʻē aʻe aʻu i manaʻo ʻia e kōkua iaʻu e hoʻokele i kēlā mau lā: hydromorphone (Dilaudid). He narcotic kauka ikaika e lawe loa i ka ʻeha. ʻAʻole ia e hoʻonāukiuki iaʻu e like me ka acetaminophen-oxycodone (Percocet) a me ka acetaminophen-hydrocodone (Vicodin) hana. Minamina, hāʻawi ia iaʻu i ka hapa nui o ka hiki ʻole i ka makuahine.

E like me ia, ʻaʻohe loa wau e kiʻi i kēlā ʻōmole - ʻo ka maʻamau ma ka pō wale nō a inā ʻike wau aia kekahi mea ʻē aʻe kokoke e hiki ke kōkua me kaʻu kaikamahine inā e hiki mai kahi ulia pōpilikia.

Kākaʻikahi kēlā mau hanana. Ma kahi o, e koho paha wau no ka hoʻomanawanui ʻana i loko o ka ʻeha i hiki ai iaʻu ke noho piha i ka ʻike i kaʻu mau wahi.

Lilo i nā kāohi

ʻO ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻoiai me ka ʻole o kaʻu kaikamahine e noʻonoʻo ai, ʻaʻole wau hauʻoli i ka hele ʻana i waho. ʻAʻole wau e hauʻoli i ka manaʻo i waho o ka kaohi a me ka fuzzy.

Eia nō naʻe, ʻaʻole wau i hauʻoli i ka hoʻopaʻa ʻia i koʻu wahi moe i ka ʻeha. No laila he aha nā koho i loaʻa iaʻu?

Minamina, ʻaʻole nui. Ua hoʻāʻo wau i ka akupuna, naturopathy, a me ke kīʻaha, nā mea āpau me nā hopena like ʻole. Ua hoʻololi wau i kaʻu papaʻai, hana i nā mea hou aku (a ʻoi aku ka liʻiliʻi), a mākaukau e hoʻāʻo i nā ʻano pākuʻi like ʻole. Kōkua kekahi mau mea a ua hoʻomau i kaʻu hana maʻamau. Akā hoʻomau wau i ka loaʻa ʻana o ka manawa (a i ʻole semi-mau nō) ka wā ma hea kahi ʻehaʻeha loa ʻaʻohe oʻu makemake e haʻalele i koʻu wahi moe. He hakakā ia no nā makahiki i kēia manawa.

A laila ua ʻae ʻia ka mariuana e koʻu mokuʻāina home.

ʻAʻole wale ka mariuana lāʻau. Ma Alaska, ʻae ʻia i kēia manawa ke puhipaka a ingest i ka ipuhao i kēlā me kēia manawa āu e makemake ai, ʻoiai ʻoi aku i kou mau makahiki he 21 a ʻaʻole e hana ana i kahi kaʻa kaʻa.

E ʻae wau, ʻo ka legalization ka mea i hoʻomaka ai wau e noʻonoʻo i ka hoʻāʻo ʻana i ka pakalōlō e kāohi i koʻu ʻeha. ʻO ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, ua ʻike wau he koho ia no nā makahiki. E heluhelu wau e pili ana i ka nui o nā wahine me ka endometriosis nāna i hoʻohiki ia mea i kōkua iā lākou.

Akā ʻo kaʻu pilikia nui loa me ka pakalōlō lapaʻau i koe: ʻaʻole au i hauʻoli i ka kiʻekiʻe ma mua a ʻaʻole wau i makemake nui i ka manaʻo o ke kiʻekiʻe i kēia manawa - ʻoiai e hoʻāʻo ana e hānai i kaʻu kaikamahine hoʻi.

Ke loaʻa nei ka mālama ʻeha kūpono iaʻu

ʻO ka nui o kaʻu kamaʻilio ʻana e pili ana i kēia hopohopo, eia nō naʻe, ʻo ka nui loa o ka hōʻoiaʻiʻo ʻia iaʻu he mau ʻano mariuana like ʻole. Pono wale wau e ʻimi i kahi kānana kūpono naʻu - ke kanana e hōʻoluʻolu i ka ʻeha me ka hoʻolilo ʻole ʻia iaʻu i hermit antisocial.

Ua hoʻomaka wau e hana i ka noiʻi a ʻike aia aia kekahi ʻoiaʻiʻo i kēlā. ʻO kekahi ʻano o ka pakalōlō e like paha me ka hopena o ka caffeine. Ua kamaʻilio wau i kekahi mau makuahine i hōʻoiaʻiʻo iaʻu e hilinaʻi mau lākou i ka ipuhao no ka ʻeha a me ka hoʻomaha hopohopo. Manaʻoʻiʻo lākou he mea maikaʻi loa ia no lākou, ʻoliʻoli, a me nā makuahine i pili.

No laila ... aia kēlā.

Iwaena o kēia noiʻi ʻana, eia nō naʻe, ua ʻike wau i kekahi mea ʻē aʻe ... ka aila CBD. He kumu kēia o ka wānana me ka ʻole o ka THC. A ʻo THC ke kumu o kēlā kiʻekiʻe ʻaʻole wau i pīhoihoi maoli i ka ʻike. Ua loaʻa nā ʻano ʻimi like ʻole i nā hopena hoʻohiki no ka hoʻohana ʻana o ka aila CBD i ka mālama ʻana i ka ʻeha mau. ʻO kēia ka mea aʻu e ʻimi nei: Kekahi mea e hiki ke kōkua me ka hoʻolilo ʻole iaʻu i mea kiʻekiʻe.

Laina lalo

Ua kūʻai au i kaʻu mau pila CBD mua loa i ka mahina hope loa o koʻu manawa. Lawe wau iā lākou i kēlā me kēia lā mai ia manawa. ʻOiai ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke ʻōlelo paʻa inā ua kōkua lākou i koʻu wā hope (ʻaʻole maikaʻi ia), hoihoi wau e ʻike pehea e holo ai kēia wā aʻe me kahi mahina o CBD i kūkulu ʻia i loko o kaʻu ʻōnaehana.

ʻAʻole wau e manaʻo i nā hana mana ma aneʻi. Akā inā hiki i kēia ke hana pū me Celebrex e hana iaʻu i kelepona hou aʻe a loaʻa hoʻi e pāʻani me kaʻu kaikamahine ʻoiai i koʻu wā, e noʻonoʻo wau i kahi lanakila.

Inā ʻaʻole holo, ʻaʻole nō wau e kūʻē i ka ʻimi hou ʻana i nā pono o ka wānana wanaʻao i ka wā e hiki mai ana. Maliʻa paha aia kahi kānana ma laila ʻaʻole wau e inaina, kahi e hoʻohaʻahaʻa wale i ka noʻonoʻo a hōʻemi loa i ka ʻeha.

I kēia manawa, wehe wau i kekahi a me nā koho āpau. ʻO nā mea aʻu e noʻonoʻo nui nei e ʻike nei i kahi ala e mālama ai i kuʻu ʻeha ʻoiai ʻo wau ka makuahine makemake wau e lilo i kaʻu kaikamahine. ʻO ke ʻano o ka makuahine i hiki ke hāpai i kahi kamaʻilio, pane i nā wā pōpilikia, a holo i waho o ka puka no kahi pāʻani impromptu o ka soccer ma ka pā - ʻoiai ʻo ia i kāna wā.

ʻO Leah Campbell kahi mea kākau a me ka hoʻoponopono e noho ana ma Anchorage, Alaska. ʻO kahi makuahine ma ke koho ʻana ma hope o ka serendipitous series o nā hanana i alakaʻi ʻia i ka hānai ʻia o kāna kaikamahine, ʻo Leah kekahi mea kākau o ka puke "Single Infertile Woman" a ua kākau nui ʻo ia i nā kumuhana o ka infertility, adoption, a me nā mākua. Hiki iā ʻoe ke hoʻohui me Leah ma o Facebook, kāna pūnaewele, a me Twitter.